In this world of Black and White,you are my colored picture.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 04:35:43 GMT

Shoutz to all the girls in the pic above. Ya'll keep me goin through the days. Don't think i could go through one without yall...Much love.

Survey

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 01:22:27 GMT

This Or That
Originality or Acceptance?: originality
Independence or Companionship?: mmm Both
Stability or Freedom?: In between
Personal or Interpersonal?: Personal
Popularity or Isolation?:I like people who are real. I say quality is much better then quantity.
Unique or Loved?: both
Understood or Individual?: bothj
You or Them?: all
Boyfriend/friends?: murda mamiz are 1st before any boy
Have you ever been in love: yess
Ever really cared for someone in that way: Omg..Yea..
How many people broke your heart: prolly 2
Do you go more by looks or personality: I tend to go for a boy who has the hugest heart in the world then go by what he looks like. Sometimes it's better that way.. TRUST me.
Ever kiss a friend: yea
Do you smoke: I have but not regularly
Prefer beer or liquor: LIQUIOR!

WOULD YOU EVER
bungee jump: hell no
Skydive: nope
Swim with dolphins: hmm..maybe
scuba dive: nahh.. not after i seen ocean water.
Go rock climbing: nope
Change your religion: hell no.
Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: HELL NO!! NEVER
Lie to the police: yes
Run from the police: yepp
Walk up to a total stranger and kiss them: No
Fight with someone you used to be really close with: it's happened.

HAVE YOU EVER
Flashed someone: Ha..Yea
Skateboarded: 360
Skinny dipped: yea
Stolen anything from a store: yes
Kissed someone of the same sex: no
Been to a concert: yea like 5 of em
Been to another country: yes
Talked back to an adult: yes..sorry mom.
Given money to some homeless person: yea
Tried to kill yourself: NOOEE
Cried to get out of trouble: heee...Yes
Kissed a friend's brother/sister: noope

THE LAST THING

You ate: Taco
You drank: cherry soda
The last place you went: to the living room
Last thing you bought: Dooney and Bourke purse
Last person you saw: my sister
Last person you hugged: My mom
Last song you heard: Breakup 2 Makeup by Ashanti

YES OR NO
Are you short: no..if you think 5'7 is short.
Do you own a hot pink shirt: no
Do you like Marilyn Manson: no
Do you shop at Hot Topic: no
Do you remember your dreams: some
Do you talk alot: yes!
Are you afraid of clowns: haha...Some
Can you drive: can i yes. Am i supposed to..no.
Are you an only child: no

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 02:55:45 GMT

Wow...I went to Jasmines last night for an extreme sleep over!..lOl It was mad fun! All the goofy ones were there, everyone knows i'm one, along with Jenneh, Shane`, Jasmine W, Monet and Jazzyboo. Nicole stopped by for a little with some boys, along with some other boys. The whole time most of them was there, i was ready for them to leave to get the party started! We watch Saw And yo, if you haven't see that yet, you've got to! That movie is insane!!...Anyways, tomorow it's work for me, this is my last weekened there cause i took a leave, so i'm quiting..Untile i get a job in the summer again. Having one during the year can be stressful. Anyway, i'm going over Erica's tommorow for her sleep over..gonna be LOADS of funnnn!! I love me gurls man...Now and forever!! Sorry you couldn't make it last night Renata! we missed your laughter!!

<3 ash....

And now a nasty picture of Prince...Humping what he thinks is his "gurlfriend"..

Eww Prince..you dirrrty whore!

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 20:46:40 GMT

mmm..Rekindling old love is a funny feeling..Lol

Simone with LONG hair..LoL..

???..I dont know!..LoL

Go Cheim!!!..Cheim away!

Sophia is such a pretty girl!!!..Aww!

LEEE NANNN!..(And i like that girls earrings..lol..whoever she is!)

Rosanna looks pretty...in the bathroom before school started today..

Eww..whose this heifer?!?

LoL..comments are always good

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 01:37:59 GMT

I love this song CandyShop by 50cent...WHOOO...Love it...anyways here some pics of me..actin goofy mainly :)..you all know me!!

Ashley as a British Man

British man AGAIN!!

Prince...the best dog in the world..MY DOGGIE!! With a hoody on that says "Prince"((His name!!))

I bought it..i love that feller...

Me and Princey...I love him...!!

Goofy me..takin 2 seconds ago..

Last but not least....

Kisses to those i love!!!

Leave one for me!

Stole from Miss.Kayla!

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 03:10:15 GMT

Leave a comment with your name,
& i'll reply with what i think about you.

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 17:38:10 GMT

Word of advice:

The person you think you could tell everything to can turn there back on you real quick. It's a shame i don't care because if i wanted to i could put her shit on blast, and tell the whole school every little thing i know about her...

But you know what, that would make me just as bad as she is. And i'm not. I'm better.

And now a Survey I Found...

1. First Name: Ashley
2. Hair Color: Red
3. Middle Name: Nicole
4. Hair Style: wrap
5. Eye Color: brown((contacts:green))
6. Height: 5'7
8. Birthday: May 5, 1989
9. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes
11. Do you have a crush?: only on him!

Favorites
1. Favorite Animal: a Liger..It's like a lion and a tiger mixed...LOL
2. Favorite Sport: ummm..do i have one?...Basketball i guess!
3. Favorite Color(s): PiNk!
4. Favorite Friend(s): Ebony, Lenan, Erica,Renata, Jenneh, and Shane`!!
6. Favorite Song(s): Ordinary People, One night Stand, and alot of other good ishh
7. Favorite Movie Quote: Napoleon Dynamite, Mean Girls, and Alice in Wonderland
8. Favorite Store: Aeropastle, H&M,and City Blue
9. Favorite Feeling: New LoVe
10. Favorite Shoe: My TiMS
11. Favorite Scent: Miami Glow by JLO..I LOVE IT!
12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: occasionally.
13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: Both
14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?:Funny, nice, sweet, caring, kind-hearted, gentleman like, funny, and can make me laugh, also he has to have something hes achieving in life, like a goal!
15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: In Between i suppose.
16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: Tall, LightSkinned, and Handsome!
17. Would you ever ask someone out?: NoOOpe.
18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: I dont know bitch.

Love, Life &Friends
1. What is the first thing you notice about somone?: What they are wearing. First apperance is important.
2. When's the last time you cried?: Yesturday when i heard about my dad..
3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: either a teacher,or something to do with fashion or makeup
4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sorta
5. Do you like someone right now?: yea
6. Do they know?: yea
7. Do you have a best friend?: YES!!!!..Ebony, you are my besstest friend ever..thanks for being there for me always.
8. Had a serious talk?: yea
9. Hugged someone?: yea
10. Gotten along well with your parents?: yea!
11. Fought with a friend?: not lately...oh wait, yea when she was two-faced!..no we no longer talk...:)

Do you like to...
1. Do you like to give hugs? yea
2. Give back rubs?: yea..i like getting them too..lol
3. Take walks in the rain?: yea, especially with the one i love.
4. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: yea
5. What is on the walls of your room?: pictures of friends
6. When you chew gum, what etc..kind?: bubble yum, winterfresh..any kind really except extra!..YuCK
7. Do you use chap stick?: lipgloss..sometimes chapstick..

In the last month have/did you...
1. Drink?: no
2. Smoke?: no
3. Drugs?: no
4. Have Sex?: mmmm
5. Made Out?: yea
6. Go on a date?: yea
8. Go to the mall?: yea
9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no
10. Eaten sushi?: no
11. Been on stage?: no
12. Been dumped?: no
13: Had someone unfaithful to you?: nooppee.
14. Watched The Smurfs?: noo?
15. Hiked a mountain?: no
16. Made homemade cookies?: brownies :)
17. Been in love?: yes...of course.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 21:30:15 GMT

Snowed in. What joy that brings me..

I'm so BORED!, i'm glad my job was closed today for a day off at least, but other then that being stuck here in this house with my mother, and my loud sister is kinda boring. I miss Brandon. I was sick a couple of days ago and..now im better. Just thought i'd add that..and oh yea..

P.S.
Whoever is spreading rumors about me that aint true can go suck a cow cock...I'm over that childish shit..
YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOOOO LIFE!!

P.S.S
Renata...I got a new mouse.
(lmao)

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 04:46:43 GMT

I'm on the phone with my baby. Poor thing is sick just like i was a few days ago. I'm sooo boorreed..and umm..I gotta go to stupid work tommorow and it is supposed to be snowing and I don't think i will like to go.

I don't think i will.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:32:20 GMT

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:28:17 GMT

On New Year's Eve, i went over Brandon's House. We had fuuunn. It was his birthday, so it was extra fun. We played Grand Theft Auto and we watched TV and watched some of Napoleon Dynamite( He wasn
t crackin up like me). Yo, he's my best friend and we'll prolly always be cool...Love him.

Yo, Napoleon Dynamite is like the best freakin movie ever!!!!

Kip: Hi
Napoleon: Where's grandma?
Kip: She's gettin her hair done.
Napoleon: Well can you tell her to come get me.
Kip: I'm kinda busy right now.
Napoleon: Well can you come get me?
Kip: No Napoelon!
Napoleon: Can you bring me my chapstick then?
Kip: why?
Napoleon: But my lips hurt real bad!!
Kip: Go borrow some from the school nurse i know she has like 5 or 6 sticks in her draw!
Napoleon: I'm not gonna borrow any from her you sicko!
(dial tone)
Napoleon: (that sigh he makes...UGH) FREAKIN IDIOT!!!

LMAO

comment!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 19:47:42 GMT

Todays Brandon's birthday!! O how i adore him!

But anyways, today's New Years eve and im sitting in the house. I honestly don't feel like going to my aunts house tonight so i'm trying to figure out what i want to do. I don't want to party either. Me and Brandon are prolly gonan try and do something. I wanted him to come over here and i woulda been str8, but i don't feel like being around a whole bunch of people tonight. Me and him chillen watchin movies is fine with me!

Well im out.
And p.s.
I got a tattoo.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 18:21:59 GMT

Today was a pretty good day. Im glad as shit break is here. I need a break from people in that school that bug the shit out of me. Anyways, Merry Christmas everyone! I will write after Christmas, but for now, here's some pics for you all to enjoy!

Me!

Hmm...My nigga Kam and Me.

Me and one of my BESTEST FRIENDS EVER...Erica*..lol love you gurl!

COMMENTS PLEASE!

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 04:58:35 GMT

Today i got $100 in tips alone!! So i went crazzzy happy. I took my Grandma, Aunt, and Mom out to dinner at Red Lobsters and I TREATED!!

you do not know how good that makes me feel. Finally i'm paying back for all those times they gave to me, i'm trying to give back to them. And my lil granny was over there sheding a tear..Family i love. Then after that, i took my mom out to buy her something for Christmas. Thats all for them for now..lol gotta save some money for myself to get something but..

Everythings goin so good for me man. i CANNOT be any happier then i am...unless Brandon gets me them jordans he's buying himself and gets me matching, then i can see myself a bit happier!

Kam at school

Me, Ebony, Alexis and Tiff (eb's sis) at jillians for ebony' birthday((MOVE BITCH..LoL good times))

Renata and Me at the end of the day..BFFL..look how happy i am..no more sad days for me!!!..LOl

Comment Pleash..thanks

More pics!!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 00:11:48 GMT

Thought everything was alright till Love came knocking at my door...again

Heres some pics...comment!!!

Lovely Sade.

foods class as i sit back and watch them slave

Erica* My bestest friend, and Britt in lunch!

Ashton, Erica, Britt and Sarah in lunch!!

Cute lil Britt

Jenneh and Lee my best friends!!..Love you guys to death!

And Justin..My best buddy!!! Your sooo funny man you always make me laugh!!!..LoL

Comment!!*

Questions i got from August that i'm anwsering again to see if anything changed

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 23:50:22 GMT

FIRST:
First Crush: Kindergarten
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Brandon
First Love: Dink
First Date: A real real one was with Brandon, cause he's a real man..He knows how to open the door and shit
First Kiss: Dinker
First Job: ISC
First Screenname: Mashadderley

LAST:
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Shit
Last Compliment: Ebony
Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Brandon
Last Crush: Brandon
Last Time Driving: A while ago
Last Big Car Ride: Who knows..
Last Kiss: Forever and a day ago
Last Person Missed: Brandon
Last Good Cry: When i had a breakthrough to get over someone months ago
Last Movie Seen: Spongebob with Brandon--That night will always be remember..LoL Br-Double
Last Beverage Drank: Hot Chocolate
Last Food Consumed: Shrimp
Last Phone Call: Ebony
Last Thing Written: Ebony
Last Show Watched: 142..MTV JAMS((everyone knows that one))
Last Shoes Worn: Some flip floppy toe warmers from old navy
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You: leavin this one blank...
Last Item Bought: Some hair products from the hair store
Last Annoyance: nothin..
Last Song You Heard: Bills-Destiny's Child
Last Piercing/Tattoo: Getting a tattoo next week!!
Last Birthday Celebrated: Ebony's is next wensday and im goin ALLL out..Love you pookie dookie!!

Comment*

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 22:40:44 GMT

Yo, today was an ok day. I rinsed my hair with this red shit...mad BRIGHT, I woulda never known, but thats the type of girl i am, always up for a challenge, if theres no challenge involved, i won't bother.

I'm tired.

Here's some pictures of me i took today because i was EXTREMLEY(hope i spelled it right) bored..

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 23:32:25 GMT

I got a new digital camera and i'm mad excited!!

Awww Cute Naya..love her!!

Anyways, yea, Naya was with me and my family on Thanksgiving. We had fun. Me and her spent alot of time together on our break and i love that girl. She's mad funny.

Today i had to work, those whores! I hate working but now i can't stop caz i LOVE money and i NEEDD to shop and spend it!! What fun..

Christmas is on it's way..

Comment*

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 19:42:27 GMT

I haven't commented in a while so i thought i should.

Everythings going extremely well for me. I'm having fun trying to live my life to the fullest. My boyfriends loving, i have a couple friends who i can call true and then i have a job that pays well and that i like, my grades are good, so i'm guessin you can say i'm doing alright. I haven't seen my man in weeks though and i miss him greatly but, can't really do nothing about that but be by his side caz ima love that nigga forever i swear...

Anyways, nothing really exciting has happened with me yet besides the fact that some boys act like little fucking kids and are bitches.. It don't matter though, they're the ones going to hell.

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 02:04:55 GMT

i ABSOLUTELY hate boys.

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 22:24:41 GMT

Oh my life is good, i have more then anyone should, what more can i say?

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 15:45:44 GMT

Well fuck it. I've learned my lesson now, just because you do something doesn't mean love will come knocking at your door again. Yes i'm hurt, but i've learned not to love you and everything you do. I'm really done this time, i'm way to pretty for you and stressing over it is making me unhappy, but now i'm ok. I'm happy again, stress free, and over you.

We start school in like 9 days!!--where has the summer gone!!

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 20:31:22 GMT

"I did alot of growing this summer. I had so much fun, and i learned so many lessons. Word of advice, don't let your past ever get in the way of your present. It's a shame i had to find out the hard way because i was in love. Even though i'll always have love for him in my heart , i've moved on. You can't really sit there and think things will ever be the same even though you'll always love the person, there's no telling they'll always love you. Even though it's been tough and i've cryed, i was sorry that i let this happen like this."

Anyways, i ono, Tanaeya slept over last night and we chilled. Today is my mothers birthday, she's big 40... So cute! Ebonys about to come over and chill while my mother goes out to dinner with some people. Brandon started back up school today, so cute. He had a half day and he called me when he was walking home because he was lonley, and we all know i make people feel better :)....Anyways, i'm listening to music right now but i'll holla lata...I'm trying to get pictures on the computer so i can put them shits on here..
P.S. R.I.P Kharee(my cousin) He died a couple of days ago suddenly he was up one hour and gone the next...it's weird how you just talked to someone and before you know it, they're gone. You will be sincerely missed

<3 Ash

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 20:43:08 GMT

Well, I'm really bored right now. I'm babysitting and sitting here. My mother wants me to go with her to see Prince tonight in concert, I don't particularly like Prince, but whatever. Anyways, im just chillaxin in the brib nef. I was thinking about going to my best buddy Ebony's house today, but i dont think i can now. Things are looking up for me finally, i mean, i finally found someone i can devote myself too. It's hard yanno, finding that one true special person that you can just give your all too, and i found him, i think he's a keeper and i'm sticking with him. He gave me a promise ring and put so much on it, i swear i was about to cry!! He's like the sweetest boyfriend i ever had and i wouldn't trade him for anything..

Comment if you wanna

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 04:27:51 GMT

Now i finally sit here and realize whats the best thing in the world. A feeling that makes me feel so good, something i'm supposed to feel when i'm with you. You make me smile and your lips are so soft when there upon mines. Everytime i see you my heart melts with joy way deep within. It's almost as if god has made you for me. You perfect in every way and i would never trade you for anything in the world.

Brandon, your my everything, and everything is you.. Right now and probably for a long time, your all i have and all i ever need, want and more.